I lied. I'm not out of this relationship. I'm in. I'm so in that's humiliating because here I am begging. Shut up! You say Meredith and I yell, remember?
Ok here it is. Your choice is simple: her or me. And I'm sure she is really great, but Derek...I love you in a really really big. Pretending I like your taste of music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold the radio over my head outside your window. Unfortunately that makes me hate you/ love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
I'll be at Joe's tonight so if you do decide to sign the papers meet me there